Friday, October 15, 2010

October 15th

so today is just another day

to most people

but today

october 15th

is a day that means something to me

as it is

Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day

you might not get it

many dont

but for me my heart still aches for my babies everyday

did you hear that?

EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE i miss my babies, long for my babies, and want to hold my babies

i will never forget the ones who i never got to know face to face

i will never forget the day i lost them or the day they should have been born

i will never forget the sweet names we gave our precious babies

they mean just as much to me as do Eli and Levi

they are my babies and i miss them dearly and always will

your daddy, mama, and brothers love you always & forever

Skylar Hope 12/4/06

Noah Journey 2/1/08

Natalina Grace 5/25/08

Jebediah Willow 7/18/10

your names are written in the sand, yet quickly washed away by the crashing waves

never will you be washed away from my heart, for there you will remain forever!


The Atkinsons said...

Keely, I had no idea you had gone through so much. I too know how much October 15th means. I've had two Ectopic Pregnancies and a miscariage this year. I am SO glad you were able to conceive Levi and Eli, but I truly understand the pain you have gone through with each and every loss.

Erica said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. I know that does nothing for a mama's heart. We too have lost two babies and I know how much it hurts. Praying for you.