Monday, March 23, 2009


if you have followed my blog, at all, you will know of MCKMAMA & STELLAN... well i dont know much of an update... as she has not twittered nor updated her blog since this morning... so that means things are even more serious than what she has written.

as of today he has an enlarged heart and his heart rate is in the 260-300's

they have tried many medicines and procedures to no avail (as of 9:40 am) so if this does not change they were going to put him on a vent and MAKE his heart calm down!


Thursday, March 19, 2009

my heart breaks

I have been following the story of a family here in town who were blessed with 6 precious babies, however, they were never able to enjoy them on this side of heaven, as they were born at 20 weeks gestation. Jacob, Evan, Joy, David, Jonathan, and Hope are now resting in the arms of Jesus. Tomorrow they will be remembered at a simple graveside ceremony. I have decided to go to the memorial service partially to show support and sympathy for Courtney and Allen, but also for closure for my own little losses. I have realized that "closure" has been a vital yet lacking element in my life. If you read this and are a praying person... please keep The Tipping family in your prayers! I can not imagine the hurt, loss, emptiness, emotion that comes from loosing all of your babies at the same time. Oh Jesus please bring them peace and comfort during this raging storm.

Watermark: Glory Baby

Glory baby you slipped away as fast as we could say baby... baby
You were growing, what happened dear?
You disappeared on us
Heaven will hold you before we do
Heaven will keep you safe until we’re home with you…
Until we’re home with you…

Miss you everyday
Miss you in every way
But we know there’s a
day when we will hold you
We will hold you
You’ll kiss our tears away
When we’re home to stay
Can’t wait for the day when we will see you
We will see you
But baby let sweet Jesus hold you
‘till mom and dad can hold you…
You’ll just have heaven before we do
You’ll just have heaven before we do

Sweet little babies, it’s hard to
understand it ‘cause we’re hurting
We are hurting
But there is healing
And we know we’re stronger people through the growing
And in knowing-
That all things work together for our good
And God works His purposes just like He said He would…
Just like He said He would…

I can’t imagine heaven’s lullabies
and what they must sound like
But I will rest in knowing, heaven is your home
And it’s all you’ll ever know…all you’ll ever know…

Monday, March 16, 2009

Not Me! Monday

Welcome to Not Me! Monday! This blog carnival was created by MckMama. You can head over to her blog to read what she and everyone else have not been doing this week.

please do NOT let anyone tell you that I am writing this while watching Eli take a bath, nope NOT ME!

please do NOT call DSS if you see my son this week... I swear he has just been accident prone, despite NOT having a huge scrape on his head from NOT walking into Meme and Babu (my parent's) ping pong table, he most certainly did NOT get a busted lip and bloody nose this weekend, nor did he fall off of a baby toy in nursery and get a 2 inch scrape on his back.

Eli did NOT poop in the closet while I was preparing the shower for us this past week! NO because that means I would have two closet poopers... Bono & Eli!

i did NOT get scammed this week while trying to order a digital camera from and not only did i NOT get scammed, they did NOT max out my credit card even though my order was canceled!

i did NOT wait for almost thirty minutes at starbucks just in hopes that they would be able to fix the steaming machine.

i have NOT grown out of my clothes because i most certainly have not gained XX lbs ALREADY... with officially 11 more weeks to go!

sadly since my camera is NOT broken, i do not have any updated pictures which is in part why i have slacked at the blogging... because no one wants to just read my words!