crumbles

there are so many of my heartstrings that have been damaged as of late. good things that have gone awry. i feel like not even trying anymore. cause then if its not a dream it cant be shattered.
- missions/vision trip to uganda/kenya
- twins
- adopting 2 girls from ethiopia (put on hold)
- created for care adoption retreat

i feel like everything i touch that has to do with adoption or africa crumbles.