Happy New Year

2010 family picture
this is what happens when you have toddlers...
it takes a few shots to get a good one

Ringing in the new year as a family of 5 but what we need you to know... me being pregnant now, does not change the heartbreak that we have faced. This pregnancy does not bring back baby Jeb whom we lost in July. This baby does not make March 18th an easier day, because this precious child is not a replacement of any one lost. We will miss each one of our little blessings now and they will always will they be remembered in our hearts. Our baby is 1000% an impossibility according to man, no where near our plans (as we were starting the adoption process as soon as we move into our own house), but 10000% God's plan for our family and we are excited about yet another curve ball in our life's journey. We will be welcoming our newest arrival sometime in July (although my due date is Aug 9th). Oh and if you think that this means that we are not going to adopt... that is not the case... it just wont be starting the process in April but sometime in our NEAR future!!!